Wednesday, February 25, 2009

It Hurts

Do you think its still acceptable and is it still right if i keep on holding on to the person who i feel ignores me? Who i feel is taking me for granted? And is the person who i love more than life itself.. The only person i see myself with until the last breathe i take.. Who i want to grow old with.. The only person who makes me happy, laugh at the most simplest things, who gives my life meaning and who gives me strenght to face my problems..

Right now, i dont know what im going to do.. Im in a crossroads.. Im so confused.. My heart and mind is torned.. My mind tells me to just let go, but my heart tells me to hold on, hold on to dear life until my heart is broken into tiny little pieces..

All i need now is the truth.. To know if he's still mine.. Or if he already has another girl in his life.. Thats all i need to know right now.. So that i know if i have let go and move on with my life without him or to hold on and fight..

Im getting tired.. My heart, mind and body are already tired.. Tired of this uncertainty that is surrounding me right now..