I don't know.. When everybody is lighting wireworks and making noise outside their houses.. Im just here inside my room, watching old school movies or downloading movies or listening to music.. I don't even feel a bit excited.. Its just like an ordinary day for me.. Yes a fucking ordinary day..
I don't know what's wrong with me, i've never been like this.. It's like im in a hell hole, in a cell with nothing in sight..
Is this a premonition of something bad? Or just a feeling that will pass in a couple of days.. I hope so..
