Now, have you ever thought that ill be pursuing my dream of becoming a doctor, well it does seem that my mom was surprised that ill be doing that.. After some deliberating, i decided to pursue it.. And was fortunate to pass the interview at FEU-NRMF and that is where i pursued my dreams of becoming a doctor (well, yeah almost.. :P). There i was, wandering along the corridors of our small yet functional school at the fisrt day of classes, when it really hit me that am going to endure more hardships and endless sleepless nights just to read chapters and chapters of reading materials for just a one and a half hour class and if worst comes to worst, while your there sitting at your classroom, you start to get sleepy due to the lack of sleep, (and yeah, due to the enticing temperature inside the classroom, really conclusive for sleeping :P and not to mention sometimes, due to boring lectures, sorry doctors :P)
Although im like a zombie almost like everyday, i was never grumpy (as for my part, i dont know if my acquintances will agree with me..ahahahaha). And that is maybe due to the fact that though the surroundings are different, the faces are not that different, because some of the people there are my former classmates when i was still in my P.T course, so will i be out of placed? And i think you already know my answer to that, contrary to it, it was like coming home to my family.. a wacky, out of control, slightly demented familty at that (ahahaha), where there would be a guy, who would just zoom into you and just hug you so tight that you might ran out of breathe ( Hello Aaron, miss your hugs :P), and sometimes you would just feel that someone is calling your name across the corridor and sometimes above or below a floor from the floor you are standing ( wierd isnt it.. ), well thats also a form of a stress reliever for us, making funny anecdotes of doctors and instructors (wwoopppsss, my bad :P) and by just merely talking to each other..Like any student who just had their first days in a new campus, youd like to explore where you could go to if you feel like EATING or for extreme circumstances PIGGING OUT SEESIONS with friends after a very draining exams week or you're just plainly tired and youd just want to hang out and chill with your friends.. And also how can i forget, DRINKING SESSIONS.. where you get to blurt out all your frustrations and whatever problems you want to share, believe it or not, it feels good after.. But hey, dont get me wrong, though all you could read in this overly long blog is about gimiks, antics and the "SESSIONS" you see, that was just an eighth of the total time of the serious things we endure every single day while in medical school, all the pressure, reports, projects, exams and reading assignments.So after being in a battleground for a whole year, after all the sleepless nights and pressure you get from other students (am not blaming them), my ass was booted out of FEU-NRMF (i saw it coming..), at first i was sad though it was really my own fault.. Then i just accepted the truth that i cant compete with the other students there which were accustomed to be rigorous life of studying in IM.. And i just moved on, without turning back..
Currently, am studying in OLFU.. though still struggling but am still surviving (a bit..).
